Maybe it's ego or deep psychological wounds but I need to find a way to get over these feelings because I'm stuck and can't move on with my life feeling this way.
Infidelity is the ultimate betrayal. You are suffering from a betrayal wound. Those run deep. It's best to talk it out.
Can anyone help me understand why BPD women lie and cheat so much.
You had BPD and substance addiction... .there is emotional weakness and desperation... .
Why couldn't I be enough?
Everyone in your situation asks this question... .it's not about you.
We'll work through this with you. Your feelings and wounds are normal.