Is the inverse true? If she had tracking software and saw that you were monitoring her reading of your ads would that mean:
1. you desire contact; and
2. you're simply too dumb, and incapable of handing the breakup in a more mature manner?
Skip, I know that you don't like me and you're trying really hard to push me down, but no, you're wrong:
I'm not checking her Facebook profile, and I don't try to follow up on her. I don't read content that she's publishing and I'm not searching for recent photographs of her. I'm not Googling her name and not trying to figure out what's going on with her.
The only thing I'm doing is obtaining information about her "stalking" of me, information about her that pertains to myself.
I don't think I mentioned this, and I know that this is a little "too good to be true" but if you don't believe me, I can PM you a link and you'll see that this is the truth:
The content that I published once a week, for a year, was a short article + a 2 minutes video of me talking about a certain topic, and every video was made in a different place. So she clicked on the link not only to read my content but also to keep tabs on how I look like and where I am.
I know, this is totally CIA / NSA type of scenario... .too good to be true, but if you don't believe me, let me know and I will PM you a link so you see that I'm not BSing the board.
And one more point that I forgot to mention, I didn't think it's important but I now realise that it is:
I can completely understand your hurt, anger and disappointment. However, given that you still feel this angry after 9 months, it's hard to see how you might be successfully detaching.
I wrote last year that I was about to start a new degree. I dropped out of that program after three months and wen't on to start a career in that certain art form. Again, I don't want to give out too many personal details, I can do it in PM. Anyway, a project that I recently initiated is inspired by the relationship (it's not that, but for example, imagine that I was writing a novel about it) so I find myself having to delve in the relationship on a daily basis... .It should have been a sort of therapy, but really it had the opposite effect, making me go back to it again and again on a daily basis.
My "hurt" now is almost purely intellectual. Emotionally I'm doing great, I know that it doesn't come off as such but on a scale of 1-10 of detachment, I'd put myself on 4. If it wasn't for this "project" it would have been a 2.