Can I just have someone to talk to please

[Edenalterego]

I feel alone battling this.

Today is the first day BPDex having amazing blast with replacement, who is also BPD and has her entrapped emotionally because of his BPD.

I have been given the silent treatment by BPDex. I must be a fool to trust her words instead of her actions.

Sorry, I digress. I really just want someone to talk to. I am depressed because of the breakup, and just hurt myself 1 hour prior and not feeling any better.

Someone just say something? A hi would be nice.

[Edenalterego]

I feel like I am becoming a BPD myself, what's going on

[Lost-love-mind]

Hang in there. You are in the right place. Unsure of your circumstances. 5 am in my place. When I was with my exBPD she would text every morning before work 6.
We have been broken up for over 2 mos. But everyday when I wake at this time I miss her. She may have a replacement, I don't know, and I can finally say I don't care. She will do the same to him.
She love bombed me for the fist month with the morning, noon and night texts.
Her words meant nothing after she blacked me and went nc. Then last week an email that said I'm a loser with no life because I care. What the heck?
Hang in there.

[Unbiased]

Hi I am new to this site.

I hated when people said it to me but time was the only thing which made it better. No Contact and time. Moving on when all you wanna do is go back.

I feel you bro, I really do. Things will get better and you will one day find a person who deserves you. Dont waste your breath on what that person is doing. You are out of the nightmare. You are/were in love with what that person made you Think she was. It is an illusion. She was never that perfect girl and she never will be.

 

[Idsrvt2]

Hello,
I feel the same
My x I thought was doing well boasting on social media How  he was getting out in the world again.
Well, now I hear he is not doing well... even called out from work ... .how do I know this my x is my mail man and got a RO out in me a false one at that ... .those are dropped now and he ignores me like I never existed ... .

We are better without them yet want to talk with them,,, I've never experienced anything like this ... .I felt better during the forced no contact

[Edenalterego]

Thank you all for making me not feel alone. I understand all of us here on the forum are going through this but I couldn't help but feel alone.

I sent BPDex a text last night saying how I feel disrespected when she ignores my texts (she read it) when she's the one who said she wanted to talk to me.

She replied to my text this morning with two simple words: "f*** off".

It hurts.