Hi Bohica62,
From my perspective I’ve been depressed for most of my adult life, I wasn’t treating it so when I met my mom exuBPDw the idealization felt like an antidepressant I felt alive.
The spots in our r/s where I was split white gradually became shorter and the time in between these periods became more distant from each other until I was completely split black. Not knowing better at the time I was waiting for that wonderful woman that I first met to return. I thought that might my exuBPDw was going through a phase.
That’s a reason why I kept looking past all of the horrible treatment. Plus it’s not easy to break up when you have a family together it’s complicated.
