The last year, 2017, i spent all my money, all my free time, yo woo him, that i made a mistake by asking that we take space. I gave false impression of being weak and low self esteem.
At any rate, bottom line, i still care deeply for this troubled soul.
And you will juju. We can't turn our feelings off and this can sometimes be confusing in instances when we feel we were treated poorly. The difference is that when we are emotionally healthier, we can accept that we care without having to do anything about that. You are certainly making strides.
Love and light x