That was and still is the hardest thing for me to accept. That She never really loved me in a healthy way (I always knew that the love wasn't what I wanted) But I always lied to myself and said this is the best she can love because of her past - but I have enough love for the both of us. But it hurts like hell knowing that the "true love" was never there.
Especially when she's not there anymore all out of a sudden. And you go from crazy contact to no contact and then it all hits like a brick wall .
And yeah, i thought similar. I thought I had enough love for her and me and that love would 'prevail'. How stupid could I be ...
