Dub, you are obsessing. You are letting this affect you when it shouldn't. You have got to break away from this nonsense. This is unhealthy. Focus on you and build your value. You are not taking control over your own life. You cannot control what someone else does. You can only control how you respond to it. So drop this BS and proceed to smack some sense into yourself. Focus on doing YOU. Be kind to yourself and place the focus on building a better YOU and future. I don't expect you to do this over night, but I am telling you continuing on the path you are on will not lead to a positive and good end result. Make little goals every day and accomplish them. The energy and mental space you are wasting on her use for something else to make yourself better. You truly are wasting precious time and effort you cannot get back. Please step back and realize that.
Cheers and best wishes!
-SC-
Thanks... i kinda needed that..
I will continue to focus on my self 100%.. i also feel much better then last week... i feel like i should not even care that she is posting the things she is posting.. today she posted a quote.. which was clearly for me.. but it didnt hurt me or do anything bad to me .. im just gonna focus on my self even more...