Hi daydreamer and welcome
Thanks for sharing your story. You've really been through the mill by the sounds of it. I'm so sorry that you find yourself here, though glad that you found us.
When was the last time you saw her? It sounds like she's a very troubled and mixed up soul and you've done your best by her. It's hard and very painful loving someone who is struggling like this. Does she have a diagnosis and is she under any treatment? I'm wondering if after the overdose she received any support from professionals.
We're here for you, and can relate to the confusion around this behaviour. I think it's safe to say the majority of us arrive here feeling this way. The information you will find in the
Articles to the right is priceless, so I'd advise you to take a good look around and the
Lessons beneath these are a great place to start in your healing. How are you feeling right now?
I hope you'll join other discussions, as there is much to be gained from community support and there's a wealth of experience here on these boards. Keep talking. It helps
Love and light x