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« Reply #60 on: April 10, 2013, 05:33:57 AM »

Thank you Phoenix, psychiatrist visit this morning and he said I sounded so much better.  I feel good today.

I didnt sleep tho... .   drank too much coffee at midnite. 
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« Reply #61 on: April 10, 2013, 05:42:56 AM »

Hate to say it Laelle but sometimes those BPD people get it right! Mine did, the b******!

Doesn't mean we have to listen to them though- we just need to get some decaff in and shout obscenities at their ghost while we are drinking it. Works for me.

Glad you are doing better.
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« Reply #62 on: April 10, 2013, 05:49:40 AM »

we just need to get some decaff in and shout obscenities at their ghost while we are drinking it. Works for me.


Sounds like a plan to me.  Doing the right thing (click to insert in post)

Yeah, he was often right in a rude kinda passive agressive way. 

I didnt care, was nice to be able to do it without getting crap for it.
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« Reply #63 on: April 10, 2013, 05:52:36 AM »



 

I didnt care, was nice to be able to do it without getting crap for it.


Absolutely. That's the bit that really counts. I'd forgotten how annoying it is to be tutted at and judged. So great to be free of that. Have a good day Laelle
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« Reply #64 on: April 10, 2013, 06:03:38 AM »

Yep, I am free too  Smiling (click to insert in post)

You have a fantastic day yourself Maria.  

Thanks for being here for me.  You guys have really helped me heal alot.

Probably saved me years of therapy 
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« Reply #65 on: April 10, 2013, 06:08:45 AM »

The feeling is mutual- this place is amazing! X
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« Reply #66 on: April 10, 2013, 07:38:16 AM »

Glad you're drinking coffee whenever you feel like it, laelle!  I'm glad to hear you're doing well and have a vacation planned for yourself... .   another positive step. Smiling (click to insert in post)

Thank you for sharing about your process.  I'll write soon!
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« Reply #67 on: April 10, 2013, 07:51:35 AM »

Hey NonGf, how are things going with you? 
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« Reply #68 on: April 10, 2013, 11:47:56 AM »

Ticket Booked.  Going home to Tennessee May 6th-28
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« Reply #69 on: April 10, 2013, 01:46:32 PM »

That's GREAT, laelle!  Doing the right thing (click to insert in post)  I'm so happy for you! 

I think a vacation is in order here, too.  I am feeling so done with BPD... .   feeling very clear that his choice to break up the first time was indeed "the most loving thing to do," as he said then.  I'm doing okay.  It's time to take the focus off of him and put it back on myself.
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« Reply #70 on: April 10, 2013, 02:09:55 PM »

Yeah, you know NonGF, they hurt too.  We become a huge painful trigger for them, and being released from that pain im sure will help him to feel better.  At least temporarily.  I think mine did the most loving thing he could do in ending it.  We were both hurting.

I know what you mean about being done with BPD. Therapy is actually nice because I get to focus on me, and BPD is only mentioned in regard to how I see things because of the influence. All that goes away a little more every day.

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?  I am really amazed with how strong you are and how well you are able to see that the end results will always be less than your willing to accept.  Its good to think well of yourself like that.  We are all here for you.

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« Reply #71 on: April 11, 2013, 07:47:01 AM »

Found 10 euros on the sidewalk.  Things are looking up for me.  Smiling (click to insert in post)
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« Reply #72 on: April 11, 2013, 12:38:21 PM »

Don't spend it all at once!
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« Reply #73 on: April 11, 2013, 12:56:51 PM »

Found 10 euros on the sidewalk.  Things are looking up for me.  Smiling (click to insert in post)

YAY!  You can use that on your vacation.

As far as where I'd like to go, I really need some beach time.  Being cool (click to insert in post)  Fiji, perhaps.
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« Reply #74 on: April 11, 2013, 01:20:17 PM »

You can buy me a cookie!   
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« Reply #75 on: April 11, 2013, 01:54:13 PM »

NonGF, im going to Pensacola for a week when I get there, you can come with me.

Phoenix - I can buy you 2 cookies, the euro has a better exchange rate than the dollar Smiling (click to insert in post)

Maria -  lots and lots of    and in honor of Phoenix, rainbows, kittens, and crocodiles.
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« Reply #76 on: April 11, 2013, 02:00:00 PM »

Thanks Laelle, not sure I'm wanting crocodiles thanks all the same! - I'm just about to watch the Matrix for the first time ever. I love the 'red pill' idea. Hope I'm not disappointed. I think I may like my version of the idea of the red pill more than the film but I don't care. Hope you all have a great evening x
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« Reply #77 on: April 11, 2013, 02:10:29 PM »

I think the first one is the best one.  I am sure you will enjoy it!  Smiling (click to insert in post)

Have a great evening.
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« Reply #78 on: April 12, 2013, 02:11:30 AM »

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151587998594124&set=a.307168129123.149289.305038574123&type=1&theater


so so so true
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« Reply #79 on: April 12, 2013, 09:01:53 AM »

That is true, Laelle.

And now for a cute crocodile: www.flickr.com/photos/32391933@N08/3092749981/in/photostream/lightbox/

I know this has nothing to do with personal inventory, but what the heck.   Smiling (click to insert in post)
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« Reply #80 on: April 12, 2013, 09:19:49 AM »

Well, you can store personal inventory in it if its a handbag 
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« Reply #81 on: April 12, 2013, 09:35:30 AM »

He'd make a nice pair of boots.
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« Reply #82 on: April 12, 2013, 09:47:59 AM »

Cant store personal inventory in that, only stinky feet. 

To keep the theme of "personal inventory" on subject.  I would one day like to bounce a penny off the head of

a crocodile.  I dunno why, I just always have wanted to.  I like Crocodiles, Chocolate Eclairs, and Superman. 
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« Reply #83 on: April 12, 2013, 10:05:53 AM »

To keep the theme of "personal inventory" on subject.  I would one day like to bounce a penny off the head of

a crocodile. 

  Smiling (click to insert in post) Laugh out loud (click to insert in post)
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« Reply #84 on: April 12, 2013, 10:43:47 AM »



To keep the theme of "personal inventory" on subject.  I would one day like to bounce a penny off the head of

a crocodile.  



So important to have goals in life! You guys make me laugh out loud and that is such a good thing to do! Thank you x
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« Reply #85 on: April 12, 2013, 10:56:58 AM »

Stinky feet aren't part of someone's 'personal inventory'?   

My feet smell like fresh roses, of course.   Smiling (click to insert in post)
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« Reply #86 on: April 12, 2013, 11:33:06 AM »

Maria - get this, people say my goals are unrealistic.  I have a penny already.  Im half way home. 


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« Reply #87 on: April 12, 2013, 11:39:47 AM »

Phoenix - Some people live in denial because they cant begin to see the bad things in themselves.  If you would like to see your stinky feet through rose colored glasses,

Then you really need to take a good, hard look at yourself.  Why deny what you are?  Lots of people have stinky feet.  its ok.  
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« Reply #88 on: April 12, 2013, 11:41:49 AM »

Have an exciting nite planned.  Jurassic Park 1, pop corn and chocolate milk with the kids.  Its good to be back.
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« Reply #89 on: April 13, 2013, 04:25:56 PM »

Not a bad day altogether.  Cried a bit this afternoon, but I took a Xanax and a hot bath.  I started to feel better.  Watched a movie with a friend this evening and ate cinnamon toast.  I love cinnamon toast.  Anything Cinnamon really.  Talked to some friends on my facebook about going rollerskating with them when I get to the USA in a few weeks.

I havent done that in years.  I miss rollerskating.  I miss friends.  I cant wait to make an idiot out of myself. 

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