Hi guys I hope your new year is off to a great start.
Well it was a year ago today that my uBPDexgf brought over a list of propertys we were planning on moving out together. We also had sex and everything seemed normal and fine. This would be the last time i ever saw her as my girlfriend. After her visit the horrible silent treatments began out of nowhere and when I called her out on it I got belittled and eventually dumped via text a couple of weeks later. It still hurts a bit that I got betrayed by someone I have so much love to but I guess that's normal. If anything after a year I can at least see now someone who loved me would never treat me like that in a million years so all my ex's words were empty. I still feel lonely at times but at least now I can handle it and it doesn't eat me up inside. My ex also pops into my head quite often still but now that I have dealt with the pain I can at least switch her off and think about something else. Finally I sometimes still question how she could treat me the way she did and I also accept I most likely will never know (apart from the fact she is mentally ill).
I have come a long way in a year... . 6 months even. Have faith you will see things how they really are and take your power back
