I've had enough abuse

[goingtostopthis]

Sadin Swedan,


             Youre not alone.  I had this vision as I read your posts of me walking down the airplane isle until I came to your seat.  I just stood there and woke up in a way, looked at you and saw myself and then I gave you a hung.

                     Its going to be all right.  I can tell you are a strong women. You have your self together far more then you give your self credit for,  though I know how it can feel during times like these. , like apart of you just wants to collaspe. Keep doing what your doing.  Keep planning.  Make it happen.  Youll be sitting with Bob Dylan eating a samwhich in a diner before you know it. In America.

                   Keep writing, keep sharing your thoughts, it will help you to know that you are not a lone and also help you to keep your thoughts clear so you can do what needs to be done.   I dont know why life does this to us sometimes, I really dont,  God knows, Ive been through it too with a man I married about 6 years ago, so no, Im not talking about my current BPD right now.  I dont need my history here looked up, because "that" isnt here.

                       anyways,  I dont know why life does this to us sometimes,  but I think there must be a reason, sometimes in life when we find we are pressed,  something happens and we find we have sprouted wings we never knew we had.  It's wild like that. You will move on to better things I can tell by the way you are handling this now,  and I would say ,  very well... .       keep going,  we are here.