"There's nothing left in our marriage"

[Bloomer]

I won't go through the whole story but after the past weekend of insanity and abuse I thought I was ready. He kept threatening. Last night I finally said I'd leave and I of course don't know if I meant it. Then he said there was nothing left in our marriage and that it's over.

How can he say that? It is so awful. He wants me to move out because he emigrated here to be with me. I don't know if it's better for me to go and try and start fresh, which would first require an in between home that takes pets, and a storage unit since everything in this apartment is mine. He was sobbing because I was being so cruel in wanting the apartment. I am heartless and vindictive.

I'm in the middle of a very stressful time at work. And since I'm already taking the reigns for my manager for the next 4 weeks, I have no time-off or leave to deal with this. I think my head might actually explode. Also, my heart is broken. As hard as it was, I still had hope. We were supposed to see his therapist on Saturday.

What do I do? I really can't afford to move and I don't know where to stay becacuse it's so much harder having a pet to include. I have enough to get a PFA and get him kicked out but that seems so harsh and I also don't want to get him deported. It just isn't the kind of person I am. My name is on the lease, we're month to month now.

I just feel so broken.