Hey family

Hope everyone has moved forward in the path of healing since I was last here, I honestly do!
I don't know why, but haven't felt so good lately. I think it might be because Christmas / New years eve is coming, and all the songs/mood all around me is making me sad (just like when my b-day was coming up 2 months ago), because it is the first time ill spend it without the "love of my life".
Came back now also to give you all this link, which made tear in my eyes and I thought I should share it with you:
www.familyshare.com/health/to-the-depressed-and-suicidal-i-know-how-it-feelsAnd the playlist I listen to when I want to get a fresh view on this beautiful life we have been given:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Bu375GEek&list=PLXCXDNfRTH1bwLLhbisd3utJrnVY_dg91&index=3You all deserve to feel good inside. You are very very good persons. I wish I could truly love life like I did before my RS. And like I said last time I was here, we can all get through the pain, it just goes so slowly away that we almost don't realise it.
Wish you all the best, new and old members!