And there it is.

[Depression = 72% of members]

Like clockwork she texted me tonight after telling me to never contact her again New Years eve.

Hi... .yes I'm contacting you. Yes, you will probably yell at me and tell me all the bad things that u think I am. But, I've thought about you a lot. Get pissed that I'm texting you. Hate me because I exist. But you know what? I never got my closure... never. It's not one sided, but you only ever thought about how things effected you. Your CD IS NUMBER 6in my shuffle... .pretty good CD I must say. I've thought about making you one, but I have nowhere to send it. Was wondering how you did in your class... .if I had to guess, I would say stellar : )

There is so much more to you than you ever let me get close to... .I understand... just sayin'

[ChadP]

Like clockwork she texted me tonight after telling me to never contact her again New Years eve.

Hi... .yes I'm contacting you. Yes, you will probably yell at me and tell me all the bad things that u think I am. But, I've thought about you a lot. Get pissed that I'm texting you. Hate me because I exist. But you know what? I never got my closure... never. It's not one sided, but you only ever thought about how things effected you. Your CD IS NUMBER 6in my shuffle... .pretty good CD I must say. I've thought about making you one, but I have nowhere to send it. Was wondering how you did in your class... .if I had to guess, I would say stellar : )

There is so much more to you than you ever let me get close to... .I understand... just sayin'

[Confused?]

Did u leave or did your ex?

[ChadP]

It was kinda mutual I think. Over the past couple weeks of fighting we had both said we were fine with it being over. Her response to me on New Years about not contacting her was because I texted her a couple days before saying that I was sorry the way things had ended and I hoped she found happiness in her future.

[Infern0]

I love the hyperbole, gave me a good laugh.

I know how you feel though man, will they ever get it? don't want mine sniffing round no more, sucking my soul.

[ChadP]

She also was fishing for my address, which she has done in the past. I live an hour and a half away and never gave her my address because I knew early on something just wasn't right, so I came up with this lame story that I live with my recently divorced brother that has a crazy ex-wife and he doesn't want me giving my address out to anyone. : )

[Infern0]

She also was fishing for my address, which she has done in the past. I live an hour and a half away and never gave her my address because I knew early on something just wasn't right, so I came up with this lame story that I live with my recently divorced brother that has a crazy ex-wife and he doesn't want me giving my address out to anyone. : )

aye I rather stupidly let mine drop me home during our last recycle after i'd moved house. She did a "walk by" of my work just today, lugging her idiot boyfriend along whilst copping a good long stare at me.

It freaks me out knowing she could be out there, watching, waiting, and then when the time is right... .BAM, recycle.

[ChadP]

, yeah she wasn't trying get under your skin at all bringing the new bf by. Good luck with that buddy.

[ChadP]

Also, for those of you that wonder if they will ever try to contact you again after you tell them they have BPD... .well mine texted me tonight after I told her a week or so ago that I thought she was crazy and needed to get help because she has BPD. So, it can and does happen.

[Xidion]

Also, for those of you that wonder if they will ever try to contact you again after you tell them they have BPD... .well mine texted me tonight after I told her a week or so ago that I thought she was crazy and needed to get help because she has BPD. So, it can and does happen.

Mine did as well. Told her 2 months ago I think she has BPD. She r engaged me by asking me why I think she has BPD.  It led to a 6 days recycle with sex and cheating on her bf with me.