I just want to say thank you to those of you who have been through all the stages of grief, come to a place of acceptance, and still come back here to offer support and understanding to those of us still in the throes of confusion and depression. I have learned so much about myself and about my relationship. Most of the time, I just read. It has not been often in my life that I can see my own growth during a difficult time. I was so broken by this that I had to actively seek healing. Most other obstacles I've had could be overcome with hard work and resilience. Neither of my "go-to" strategies worked in the face of the devastation I felt and sometimes still feel. This site and some of you folks are amazing. I am glad I found this place.
I wish I had written this^ - it's exactly how I feel. Thank you to all the moderators, advisers and ambassadors that continue to post and help others through the pain... .it is deeply appreciated.