why all the games..?

[dumpsterdog]

This will be the 4th time i've been through this... .the agonizing decision. If i want her back, i'm going to have to be patient , let her finish her betrayal of me , hope she doesnt fall in love with someone else... .and then IF SHE DOES  call... act like nothing bothering me and be a rock for her , even though i want to tell her exactly what i thing of all these stupid headgames... this may take months ... in the meatnimt e.if i start dating, i might forget about her... i might find some eone new... .maybe she already has... .she has neve admitting seeing someone else, but never denied it either... always saying ":" none of your business "... that SO IRRITATING... .

in other words... wait and be a doormat hoping that when someone else dissaponjts her she will come back to me... .how humiliating... .

Realistically, here my problem. I LOVE HER I WANT TO BE WITH HER AND TAKE CARE OF HER... .BUT SHE HAS TREATED ME SOOBADLY, THAT I CANT TAKE HER BACK EVVEN IF SHE BEGS, BECAUSE SHE HAS HAD ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT FOR ME EVER... .SO WHY WOULD I WANT TO EVEN DO THAT... .I WOULD BE THEER FOR HER... .BUT SHE HAS BEEN SOO BAD ... I WOULD BE A FOOL FOR EVEN TRYING... .and if i really resovle to just dissapear on her, i've materialized her worst fear... .and I'M 100% SURE ... that if i do date and really have gotten past her, thats exacatly when she will turn up again.

adice... .i've been posted on " after breakup " page... now im second guessing. help... .im in a no win situation... .let her come back at her pace ... i lose she doesnt respect me... .dissapear on her forever.i lose because shes is gone... is ther a potential win here ?

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[dumpsterdog]

and it would break my heart to have to put her in the " some girl i used to f---- catagory... .becaue thats just not at all what i wanted... .but i have to admit... i think thats what all the other guys treat her... and thats just sad.

7 year slong time ... maybe i thought i had turned a sl---t into a faithful women and am just plain wrong ... and stupid.

[SlyQQ]

Honestly d you hae a lot in common with my first (  ) replacement,

he was a broken man after 6 months he rang me in desperation about then after earlier threatening to kill me ( no reflection on you here d ), the mediator who was negotiating

some family issues between me an my ex also handled thier NC breakup, he said that the bloke told him

"thank god i escaped"

so my advice run.

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[pearlsw]

Hi dumpster dog,

I see you are in a lot of turmoil... .Can we talk about you for a bit? Are there personal changes you are interested in making since she is going to do whatever she does with her life?

What do you want for your life big picture?

compassionately, pearl.

[chapter100]

Your experience has been very similar to mine.  I'm sorry you're going through this.

[Radcliff]

Hi dumpster dog,

I see you are in a lot of turmoil... .Can we talk about you for a bit? Are there personal changes you are interested in making since she is going to do whatever she does with her life?

What do you want for your life big picture?

compassionately, pearl.

Hi dumpsterdog, it sounds like a tough situation you are in.  What can you tell us in response to pearlsw's questions?

WW