Hi snwo, I appreciate your input
Hi Overthinker.
I'm wondering -- was she married to this prior guy? What has her relationship history been like? Was that a red flag you chose to ignore.
The thing is -- they start out idolizing you, and after being invisible to my wife for years it was completely intoxicating. But then once she had me completely hooked, I was walking on eggshells.
For your daughter, for your friends, for yourself -- take some time out. It will be incredibly painful, but the right thing to do I think.
No she was not married to him. She is divorced and has been for 10-12 years i think and has a teenage son from that marriage. I do not know what, if any, relationships she had during those 10-12 years. She would talk about some of the relationships prior to being married. The red flags were with regards to all her past relationships where she indicated she was either abused physically or cheated on. It just seemed that all her relationship failures were never her fault. Another red flag was she feels everyone (friends, family, acquaintances and so forth) is out to get her or take advantage of her in some way.
Yes, I can completely related to everything in your second paragraph from being invisible to my wife to the idealization to her intoxicating attention to walking on eggshells.
I plan to, and am, taking some time for myself. Not for my daughter or my friends sake but for my own. I know I need to step back and reevaluate all of this. It's something I planned on doing and my counselor suggested it as well. He recommended 4 weeks of no contact and to try to get her to seek counseling or come to terms with regard to her hypervigilant and suspicious nature during this break. We broke up before I could discuss it with her. I will try to stay NC for the duration. If she reaches out in the meantime I don't know what I'll do. I will probably reply with something like I need more time and leave it at that and just wait and see how it plays out.
I assume you had an affair too? Did you reconcile with your wife?