"I feel like I've known you my whole life"...Now she is practically NC with me

[Before you can make things better, you have to stop making them worse...]

I am doing better JNChell thanks for asking.  It's been slow but steady processing the grief and healing from the sadness.  I still text him, and think about him but not as much throughout the day.  He doesn't ever respond to my texts but I think he is receiving them.  It's probably an ego boost or something who knows.

To Red 5 and JNChell I accepted a job offer last week Monday with the state DOT as a Senior Engineering Technician in the Structural Design group!  I will have a pension and excellent health care and job security.  I am so relieved!  I will have a pension, more time off and job security.  This will be a good distraction for me while I continue to heal from this r/s.  A chance to gain some perspective on the situation.  I really feel my prayers were answered.  Just the way then entire thing went down with the job I felt HP's spiritual presence.  I am awestruck.

Slow and steady though.  That's for sure.  Laughing more, depression is lifting more and more and finding more joy in life again.  Starting to settle into being single and almost liking it.  Almost.    Hopeful though.  Instead of coming from an feeling of deprivation I am trying to focus on coming from an attitude of abundance.  I started telling myself, there is a job out there for me and there is a kind and loving partner out there and one day if it's meant to be it will happen for me. 

Thanks for asking JNChell.

BG

[Tsultan]

I am doing better JNChell thanks for asking.  It's been slow but steady processing the grief and healing from the sadness.  I still text him, and think about him but not as much throughout the day.  He doesn't ever respond to my texts but I think he is receiving them.  It's probably an ego boost or something who knows.

To Red 5 and JNChell I accepted a job offer last week Monday with the state DOT as a Senior Engineering Technician in the Structural Design group!  I will have a pension and excellent health care and job security.  I am so relieved!  I will have a pension, more time off and job security.  This will be a good distraction for me while I continue to heal from this r/s.  A chance to gain some perspective on the situation.  I really feel my prayers were answered.  Just the way then entire thing went down with the job I felt HP's spiritual presence.  I am awestruck.

Slow and steady though.  That's for sure.  Laughing more, depression is lifting more and more and finding more joy in life again.  Starting to settle into being single and almost liking it.  Almost.    Hopeful though.  Instead of coming from an feeling of deprivation I am trying to focus on coming from an attitude of abundance.  I started telling myself, there is a job out there for me and there is a kind and loving partner out there and one day if it's meant to be it will happen for me. 

Thanks for asking JNChell.

BG

[Red5]

I accepted a job offer last week Monday with the state DOT as a Senior Engineering Technician in the Structural Design group!  I will have a pension and excellent health care and job security.  I am so relieved!  I will have a pension, more time off and job security.  This will be a good distraction for me while I continue to heal from this r/s.  A chance to gain some perspective on the situation.  I really feel my prayers were answered.  Just the way then entire thing went down with the job I felt HP's spiritual presence.  I am awestruck.

That’s awesome ! 

Hope everyone is well this Sunday morning,

Red5

[radoe]

Congratulations tsultan

I am really happy for you

[JNChell]

Great to know, BG!  I’ve been away from the boards for a bit, but I’m very happy to read this news. So, how’s it going? Have you started yet?

[JNChell]

Red? How are you feeling. Before S4’s mom I would watch Harry Potter for days. Every movie, over and over. She couldn’t understand that I was escaping. She didn’t know. She didn’t have the capacity that you have.

You are 100-% sure?