can't do anything right

[uneksiaina]

I found this sight through google...I couldn't find one that was for people who have BPD, I just wanted to talk to other people like me, someone who may understand what I'm going through...I'm in the best relationship I've ever had, I've found the woman I want to spend my life with and she loves me...she knows I have BPD and she understands parts of it but she's hesitant and leary about letting me all the way in...when I'm good we have an amazing relationship it's as close to perfect as you can get, but when I have my lows we are on completely different pages...I'm in treatment and I'm learning DBT and it's been very helpful but since covid I've been unable to go to my sessions and I'm falling back into old behaviors, I'm trying...I'm trying soo hard every day but it's hard and I don't know what to do...sometimes I feel like I can't do anything right, that I'm just always going to let everyone down...I need help

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[hopeandbelief]

Welcome to the board uneksiaina! I hope you can find some answers and ways to help you during those weird times of quarantine. I'm really new here on the board, but I honestly think that's something that's missing over here: people with BPD discussing with us nons about their relationships. I think it's always important to hear the other side of the story and you all can teach a lot to us.

I wish I could be more helpful but I'm quite lost right now in my journey with my BPD ex partner. Once again, I wish you luck and all the best. Hope you and your partner can be happy together!