Hey friends,
I’m sorry I keep making post after post this week but holy
PLEASE READ, things just took a turn and I need all of your amazing advice, PLEASE.
Long story short, my undiagnosed BPD partner and I have been together off and on for 2.5 years. We just finished a split a few days ago and things quickly went back to normal and are feeling great. He made plans for us to hang out tomorrow and is really excited to see me again.
Sorry if this is going to be TMI for any of you but I’m absolutely in shock and need to explain everything: we hung out all yesterday and today. It was bliss. I just finished what I THOUGHT was a light period but I’m on the pill so I didn’t think too much of it. I did have really sore boobs even after my “period” which NEVER happens. I always get soreness leading up to my period and it goes away as soon as it starts. I also noticed I was having a little bit of indigestion and very mild nausea but again, didn’t question it.
I was at the store today and just thought that mayyyybe I should buy a test and double check. I felt like a total idiot because I had just finished my period and there’s no way I’m pregnant. Well, jokes on me because it came back positive right away.
I’m definitely still bleeding lightly though and I’m supposed to see him in the morning. I cannot tell you how scared of pregnancy this man is. He has a wonderful young son with his first wife but him and I are no where near ready or we’re we even wanting this to happen.
I had a little scare last year and when I told him there was a possibility, he shocked me and became really excited. We were both relieved when I wasn’t but I honestly was blown away by his reaction.
But every time before and after, the second I have ANYTHING mildly serious to tell him, he goes “omg are you pregnant?”