I went to visit some friends today. They brought up my exBPDh in conversation and went on to tell me that he had contacted them yesterday. Apparently he made some joke about valentines day and buying flowers.
This made me feel sick. I remember how he used to buy me flowers frequently. Now he is doing this for the tart he replaced me with. How can he have switched over so easily and quickly. It is exactly 6 months to the day that he ended things with me and moved on to her just days later (if not before). Now I am being told that he is introducing her to our friends and is buying a house for them to live in.
I feel a mixture of disbelief, rage and sickness. I would happily like to see him rot in hell! Yet at the same time, I am sad because I remember how he treated me at first.
I am going out tonight, but I know that it will be ruined because that
@@@ will be on my mind again.
Sorry but I just had to vent!