Ohh lovely ladies...
I simply would not have made it through without you.
The joy of the "all clear" has hit.
It took a whole week..
So deep was the depression I could't feel joy that I wasn't' dying..Wt*?
I am fasting on a saline solition ( oral)
Weight is dropping super fast.
The trash in my fat cells simply has to leave .
If I am starving I will eat 3 eggs a day .
I am carnivore and burning Ketones.
I feel so alive and I have 0 pain.
I have only 14lbs to be super lean but I won't stop there. I am cleaning out my body and my mind follows.
I am like a different person at work.
I am not sluggish and falling out of the car onto the sofa.
I am more alone than I have ever been but feel so connected to everything around me..It's so weird.
I liked the Co dependent group. They were all sweet and kind. It was not weird at all.
I can't go this weekend as my Grandbaby arranged to come to me instead of a sitter. My daughter asked if she should bring her...Heck yes she can bring her. I am happy to take her home bit this woman will meet me half way.
So looking forward to the weekend. Now if I could only clean the house