even people with BPD were saying they could relate. I was telling my parents I went through stuff like that and they were just blown away haha![]() ![]() |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship / Re: The movie "Obsession"
on: June 29, 2026, 08:57:58 AM
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| Started by Me88 - Last post by Me88 | ||
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Well, apparently I didn't just land on some landmark idea. Googling the movie's relation to BPD is everywhere haha the mood swings, anger, fear of abandonment
even people with BPD were saying they could relate. I was telling my parents I went through stuff like that and they were just blown away haha |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: I am totally lost
on: June 29, 2026, 08:11:15 AM
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| Started by Kuroko - Last post by Kuroko | ||
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Welcome and sorry to hear what you're going through at the moment, rest assured that we know exactly how you're feeling as we've all experienced the same thing. The fact that you mention you're still single is enough to keep her interested - though not necessarily for the reasons you want ie missing you and realising she's made a mistake and wants to reconnect. BPD's fear being alone and always want someone 'available' as an option if all else fails, or if their current partner is out of favour at the moment. Just because they try to get your attention does not mean they've 'saw the light' and know what they want. Sadly, they will play people - and their emotions - to get what they need at the moment. Regarding her 'taking the first step', that's highly unlikely as, even though she may have caused the break-up, she will never admit it directly. She will aways be 'the victim'. Yes, she may make you aware she's still there, such as checking your internet posts, casual texts, etc but don't hold your breath expecting a solid 'I was wrong, can we talk?' message. My exBPD would never apologise or initiate actual contact but she would come into the pub where she knew I'd be and expect that to be her sign of apology. I - the innocent one - still had to go to her and make all the effort to get talking again and, idiot that I was then, I always did it. As others have said, without her seeking professional help and being determined to see it through this will be the utterly draining and chaotic cycle you'll always get. A year ago it looked very similar. She accused me of something absolutely monstrous, broke up, tried to "transfer feelings" to someone else. After some time, a fake account appeared, she started writing from it to explore the ground. When she knew I would take her back, she came back. The current situation seems similar, although now he officially has a partner and it's been almost 5 months. I think if by some miracle she tries to come back, I would be able to persuade her to therapy schemes. It's probably the biggest trap, but I feel sorry for her. As a psychologist, I can't pass by indifferently... |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: I am totally lost
on: June 29, 2026, 07:53:42 AM
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| Started by Kuroko - Last post by Under The Bridge | ||
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Welcome and sorry to hear what you're going through at the moment, rest assured that we know exactly how you're feeling as we've all experienced the same thing.
I think I mentioned on one of the streams that I'm single, but that's it. I think that even if she wants to come back, she has to take the first step. The fact that you mention you're still single is enough to keep her interested - though not necessarily for the reasons you want ie missing you and realising she's made a mistake and wants to reconnect. BPD's fear being alone and always want someone 'available' as an option if all else fails, or if their current partner is out of favour at the moment. Just because they try to get your attention does not mean they've 'saw the light' and know what they want. Sadly, they will play people - and their emotions - to get what they need at the moment. Regarding her 'taking the first step', that's highly unlikely as, even though she may have caused the break-up, she will never admit it directly. She will aways be 'the victim'. Yes, she may make you aware she's still there, such as checking your internet posts, casual texts, etc but don't hold your breath expecting a solid 'I was wrong, can we talk?' message. My exBPD would never apologise or initiate actual contact but she would come into the pub where she knew I'd be and expect that to be her sign of apology. I - the innocent one - still had to go to her and make all the effort to get talking again and, idiot that I was then, I always did it. As others have said, without her seeking professional help and being determined to see it through this will be the utterly draining and chaotic cycle you'll always get. |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: I am totally lost
on: June 29, 2026, 07:15:45 AM
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| Started by Kuroko - Last post by Kuroko | ||
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Have you had any contact? Or is this purely stalking? If she's popping into livestreams, I'd talk to her directly (without talking to her directly, if you know what I mean). Talk about being single and waiting for the girl you love to reach out and come back into your life. Or say the opposite if that's how you feel. But I'd let her know that you know anyway. I think I mentioned on one of the streams that I'm single, but that's it. I think that even if she wants to come back, she has to take the first step. As for her nickname, what does she want to know? |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: How to handle the disrespect
on: June 29, 2026, 06:50:18 AM
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| Started by Biscuits - Last post by Notwendy | ||
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We all live together so i spend alot of time with both of i can . Sometimes he loves me and I can see the hate other times . but when I get hurt its a physical reaction and im not good emotionally either. Im struggling with my own depression and my anxiety hes soo centrally focused on himself and his job Just some ideas on this dynamic. While it seems your boyfriend is not respecting your wish to not discuss his interest in his person at work, consider why this feels hurtful to you. It feels hurtful because you have strong feelings for him. This is normal, it's human nature- and when we have strong feelings for someone and they don't reciprocate them- it feels hurtful. He has feelings too- for someone else. We can't control anyone else's feelings. His feelings matter to him, just like yours matter to you. What you feel as disrespect, he feels as you wanting more from him than he is able to give you at this time. While what he said about needing you to be an "easier" girlfriend felt disrespectful, but it's also what he feels he needs. When we are discounting our own needs, in order to meet someone else's, we can feel hurt, anxious, resentful. These are normal, human, feelings. On monogamy- and I am not being judgmental or moralistic here- there are many reasons for this, and one of them is that when we have strong feelings for someone, it's an emotionally vulnerable situation. Monogamy helps us to be able to be vulnerable in a safer situation- when two people chose this- we worry less about them having feelings for someone else. It's not foolproof- nothing is, but it's safer emotionally. Monogamy may seem repressive, restrictive- why not be free to love whoever you want, as long as everyone agrees on this? We can choose this but the consequence is a higher risk of feeling hurt, jealous, neglected, when the person we have feelings for also has feelings for someone else. Think of it like driving. In which situation is someone the least likely to get hurt? When there are red, yellow, and green traffic lights and everyone is driving by the same rules or when there's only yellow and green lights? When you opened your relationships, you replaced the red light of "no other person" - with yellow ones. Yellow lights still have rules and agreements, like you have with your husband, but they aren't as absolute. You and your husband seem to have a calmer relationship as you both agree on the same rules for being together. Your BF on the other hand, doesn't seem to be "driving" by the same rules completely. He wants an easier, less committed situation- and it feels hurtful. That's understandable but you want yellow lights and he wants green ones. Whether or not your BF has BPD or NPD- this kind of situation feels hurtful to you and raises your anxiety. This is normal- and this is one reason why people choose to be in an intimate relationship with people who agree on the same "rules"- however, you designed them. Some disagreements are negotiable- like what to eat for dinner, what movie to see, because the consequences of compromising don't leave us feeling hurt and anxious. This one does- so the choice is- stay with this person, and feel like you do- or decide this isn't something that works for you. You can choose who to be vulnerable with. This one is hard, because the two of you have a connection from a very special time in your lives- school, best friends, but each of you is older and in another place in your lives now. You may always have sentimental feelings and genuinely care for this person, but being romantic with him caused you to feel emotional distress- then and now. You can always re-evaluate this situation. |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: I am totally lost
on: June 29, 2026, 06:47:03 AM
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| Started by Kuroko - Last post by Pook075 | ||
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Update: It seems that her behavior is escalating. In June alone, it has already been on the stream 16 times, of which for a few days it has appeared under a fake account with the nickname "I don't know, maybe I'll find out". I'm afraid, but I want to know what will happen next. I also found a therapist who helps people after such relationships, keep your fingers crossed for me Have you had any contact? Or is this purely stalking? If she's popping into livestreams, I'd talk to her directly (without talking to her directly, if you know what I mean). Talk about being single and waiting for the girl you love to reach out and come back into your life. Or say the opposite if that's how you feel. But I'd let her know that you know anyway. |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship / Re: The movie "Obsession"
on: June 29, 2026, 02:02:19 AM
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| Started by Me88 - Last post by Under The Bridge | ||
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Has anyone seen this, and also saw their ex as the main character? Multiple times I just shook my head. That's my ex...she's acted that way. Said those things. The tone. Great movie but scary for our reasons. Definitely something there we can all identify with to one extent or another Wonder if the writer had some experience with BPD relationships or researched it? I used to use the Alien movie as a reference to my exBPD; the words of the android Ash when talking about the alien are very appropriate; 'Its structural perfection is matched only by it's hostility ..a survivor.. unclouded by conscience, remorse or delusions of morality' 'I can't lie to you about your chances; you have my sympathy' Plus whenever I saw the 'crew expendable' message I instantly thought 'partner expendable' ![]() |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: I am totally lost
on: June 29, 2026, 01:45:18 AM
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| Started by Kuroko - Last post by Kuroko | ||
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Update: It seems that her behavior is escalating. In June alone, it has already been on the stream 16 times, of which for a few days it has appeared under a fake account with the nickname "I don't know, maybe I'll find out". I'm afraid, but I want to know what will happen next. I also found a therapist who helps people after such relationships, keep your fingers crossed for me |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: Confused
on: June 28, 2026, 10:44:33 PM
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| Started by Viper74 - Last post by ForeverDad | ||
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Welcome! We know you're in a difficult situation, there's far more conflict in your life than you wish. Please feel free to ask questions while reading and pondering the variety of posts, ideas, skills and strategies found here.
Don't worry whether someone has BPD or any other sort of personality disorder. Why? The fact is that many of us here have spouses, ex-spouses, parents, siblings, children, in-laws, etc who have never been diagnosed or refuse to be diagnosed. That's a fact of life for us. So, instead, we ponder their perceptions, behaviors and actions. If those things do fit with identified BPD traits, then that's good enough to use that as a foundation from which to start and go forward from there. One aspect of BPD is that it is a disorder of close relationships, he closer the relationship, the more impacting it is to those close to them. For example, someone on the periphery or with only occasional contact may only notice something "off", no big deal, but to those close it is virtually a never-ending crisis. There was even discussions in recent years to rename Borderline to Emotional Disregulation or something similar. Here's a few reasons why, despite your close relationship, you've been unable to improve things. First, society hasn't provided you with tools and skills to deal with BPD. Fortunately, we have a variety of topics you can browse. Take advantage of our hard-won experience.Second, there is probably too much emotional baggage of the relationship for your spouse to really truly listen to you. That's not your fault, it's the nature of the disorder. That's why focused therapy from a person which has no emotional connection has a better track record. (Counseling is great for everyone!) Still there is no guarantee of an improvement. Many persons with BPD traits (pwBPD) have intense levels of Denial, Blaming, Blame Shifting and more. |
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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) / Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup / Re: how to stop JADEing and learn to validate and acknowledge my part in his hurt
on: June 28, 2026, 09:53:15 PM
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| Started by wolfie123 - Last post by Biscuits | ||
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I feel this emensely i have a hard time validating my boyfriend as well. And while we are in the split it can feel very gaslighty the way things are being said. One of the things I do some times with mines is when I see his frustration or begin to catch it I ask him on a scale of 1 10 whwr3 he is or if hes close to splitting, and then I ask if its a 6 what can I do to get him back to a two. This gives him the opportunity to express himself and vent for a moment and i do what he requests as long as its reasonable. I noticed somthing where you said hes splitting on you all the time and I feel like this is because he is stacked.. so somthing my boyfriend does is notice little things over days or sometimes Ina. Day that i upset him or the world is upsetting him thay he " let go" but as that stack grows so does rhe level of the split. Its ok to validate in a split even if you dont agree. I say things like I can see how thats frustrating for you and so on. I hope this isnt the end for you and him but I hope its all works out !
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