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 81 
 on: April 30, 2026, 10:13:38 AM  
Started by Zosima - Last post by PeteWitsend
At her final extinction burst she said something she'd never said before which was 'I'm never coming back into this bar and don't ever come looking for me again''. As I'd already decided we were done, I took her at her word and never looked for her again.

.. a few weeks later a friend said she'd come back into the bar looking for me, as she always did Smiling (click to insert in post) But I was now long gone and free from the game-playing.. and what a relief it was!

We tend to give them too much power by knuckling under to "keep the peace" or walking on eggshells around them, but it's revealing when you get these insights into their worldview and realize how delusional they are, and how they believe their own B.S.

I had an unpleasant interaction with my ex recently because she skipped some of my D's sports practices and didn't respond to some comments from the coach.  I texted her asking if she was going to take her to her games this weekend, and she responded with this rant about how "everyone" was mad at me, and last Thursday the coach talked to me about some forms that needed to be signed (not true at all; I didn't even speak to him that day). 

I just wondered what the hell was going through her head... does she think she's fooling me?  Like I wouldn't remember something like that?  Just pathetic how incapable they are of taking any accountability.  In her mind, it doesn't matter if our daughter's things are taken care of, as long as she doesn't get blamed for anything. 

It's nice to not have to respond.  I reached out to the coach to confirm whether we needed to do or sign anything, and got a very different story than what BPDxw was telling me...

 82 
 on: April 30, 2026, 09:43:07 AM  
Started by wantmorepeace - Last post by wantmorepeace
I’m so sad about the pain my ubpd sibling is in. I know I can’t change it but I guess when they weren’t feeling let down by me and we were really in each others lives I did feel like I might be helping a little bit. I’m having trouble with the change.

 83 
 on: April 30, 2026, 07:48:44 AM  
Started by once removed - Last post by once removed
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 84 
 on: April 30, 2026, 07:48:12 AM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Pook075
Wife with GF is an unconventional solution (and not likely to last) but it has given you a break from the chaos. It's a possible "exit" for you as it could be a deal breaker but, IMHO, only if you were to take action, and you'd have to decide on that if it were to happen.

Your wife now has what she imagines is the best of both worlds- your financial support, a family, a GF on the side, and no responsibilities at home. She would have no incentive to change this.

I completely agree- why would I divorce someone who pays my bills and I barely ever see them...plus they don't seem to mind that I'm being unfaithful?  If that were my character and values (which is deplorable), I would never want to divorce.

This will be up to you to decide how to proceed and how much to tolerate.  Since there's kids involved, that complicates matters greatly and you have to figure out what to do when your wife wants the kids to spend time with the new partner.  If it hasn't happened yet, it's probably coming.  And I think that's where I'd draw a line in the sand- you and your friend aren't bad-mouthing me to the kids, changing their life values, and ultimately messing up their lives.

This has so many different ways to go sideways, so enjoy the peace while you can.  I think it's like a mirage in the desert....you think you're walking towards water, but it's actually quicksand.

 85 
 on: April 30, 2026, 06:03:49 AM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Notwendy
Good to see. I don't think we truly realise how deeply draining it can be in a BPD relationship until we start getting a taste of normality again and see the vast difference. To simply go out with friends and have a totally drama-free time without having to be on guard and walk on eggshells is such a relief.

You'll need to hold very firm boundaries when she inevitably splits from the woman she's seeing and tries to start the chaos again. She might not mind the see-sawing back and forth - that's BPD for you - but you need to put yourself first and not lose the normality that you've gained. Onwards and upwards.

What you initially feared (her seeking a GF) has turned out to be a reprieve for you. I agree- don't expect it to last. IMHO, this is one more external "seeking solutions" for her emotional distress and she's in the early "highs" of a new relationship. But you know the outcome this pattern.

That she isn't helping at home isn't really much of a change. Seems like a small trade off for the time to yourself.

This probably doesn't need to be said- but don't reciprocate by you also finding someone. That would be chaos and drama.  Use the emotional space to reconnect with yourself and your kids. Also keep in mind that with BPD the "rules" apply to you but not to them. She would perceive it as a huge betrayal, even if she's doing it herself.

Wife with GF is an unconventional solution (and not likely to last) but it has given you a break from the chaos. It's a possible "exit" for you as it could be a deal breaker but, IMHO, only if you were to take action, and you'd have to decide on that if it were to happen.

Your wife now has what she imagines is the best of both worlds- your financial support, a family, a GF on the side, and no responsibilities at home. She would have no incentive to change this.

 86 
 on: April 30, 2026, 04:03:05 AM  
Started by WalkbyFaith - Last post by Pook075
I'm so sorry dad got bad test results.  It's heartbreaking and I agree with you- now is not the time to worry about the other stuff.  It's all silly anyway compared to what your parents are facing right now.  I hope and pray your dad finds the right course of treatment to overcome this.

 87 
 on: April 30, 2026, 03:13:16 AM  
Started by Milatuo - Last post by Milatuo
Someone say : Even if you're the "perfect, quiet wife," he might still find an excuse to distance himself due to his inner turmoil.

Is that true? Even if I did that two years ago, would there still be an internal conflict dynamic between us?

I'm in a long-distance marriage. My husband is increasingly busy with his work and rarely comes home. My friends say it's my fault for being a nagging wife. All I ask for is time and good communication.

 88 
 on: April 30, 2026, 03:04:02 AM  
Started by Zosima - Last post by Under The Bridge
But then I actually did divorce her after another time she told me to, so, I guess that didn't go the way she hoped... Laugh out loud (click to insert in post)

At her final extinction burst she said something she'd never said before which was 'I'm never coming back into this bar and don't ever come looking for me again''. As I'd already decided we were done, I took her at her word and never looked for her again.

.. a few weeks later a friend said she'd come back into the bar looking for me, as she always did Smiling (click to insert in post) But I was now long gone and free from the game-playing.. and what a relief it was!

 89 
 on: April 30, 2026, 02:49:00 AM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Under The Bridge
Right now, the positives far outweigh the negatives.  I get time to myself or just me and the kids.  My anxiety level is much lower, stress related ailments are lessening, I feel like I can concentrate on my job more, and I am getting more done around the house.  Also - I have more time to spend with the people I want to spend time with and doing the things I want to do.

Good to see. I don't think we truly realise how deeply draining it can be in a BPD relationship until we start getting a taste of normality again and see the vast difference. To simply go out with friends and have a totally drama-free time without having to be on guard and walk on eggshells is such a relief.

You'll need to hold very firm boundaries when she inevitably splits from the woman she's seeing and tries to start the chaos again. She might not mind the see-sawing back and forth - that's BPD for you - but you need to put yourself first and not lose the normality that you've gained. Onwards and upwards.

 90 
 on: April 29, 2026, 08:46:19 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by PeteWitsend
...

All in all - right now I feel more relaxed and hopeful than I have been in a long time.

It's nice, isn't it?  Being cool (click to insert in post)

I remember feeling like I was born again. 

I could listen to music without worrying about whether someone might find a song lyric upsetting, and start screaming at me.

I could watch movies without worrying that there might be a comment from someone, a sex scene, an attractive actress, etc. that would upset someone or they would decide I was secretly lusting after and... spoil the movie by screaming at me and storming off.

I could do nothing at all if I wanted, without someone walking up and demanding to know if I was thinking about another woman, and start a fight.

I could wake up in the morning without worrying that someone had a dream where I cheated on them, and start a fight...

Etc. etc. etc.

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